The Change is Here!!

There was a class 7 girl who used to be so afraid to go to her new school alone, which was hardly 1km away. Today she is going all the way from bangalore to delhi on her own.. These 2100kms show the newly gained strength that's 2100 times now.. :)

Yes, that girl is ME...

Semiconductor Memories and Relationships

There’s so much similarity in Semiconductor memories and our Relationships:

Masked ROM: the data/code is fed at the time of fabrication [e.g. Your blood relations]
PROM: code needs to be written only once and then stays forever. [ your best friends]
EPROM: code can be erased through UV RAYS and can be then written again [may be ur bf/gf]
DRAM: volatile in nature and needs continuous refreshing [some not so close frnds]
SRAM: again volatile in nature i.e. holds data as long as power supply is there.. [ may be ur colleagues or those people who are there 4 u as long as u r in immediate contact with them]

1 day before Bangalore

This is an extract from my diary, which i think can be shared. After all, being here in Bangalore for a month now, I have somehow lived up to my words.. So here it goes...

It's 7.33 pm, 29 June,2010, Faridabad.

21 hours from now, I'll be in an entirely new place, a place where I'll hv to start everything anew-new people, new frnds, new culture & of course, new problems. Being away from home, for a girl like me, who has never thought of living alone, is although a challenging task, yet I'm ready for it. Come what may, I'm going to Bangalore. I don't know why it happens to me, I always take up the path that's more tough & challenging. While all my frnds would be here in NCR(& of cource, together), I'll be there in a different city ALL ALONE. Of course, when u take up a path less traveled, there are some apprehensions associated with it. So is the case with me, & I think that's quite normal as well. Being a bit cautious about it, is good for me. Also, what's there in a life without challenges? I'm ready for the decision I took.

I know, true frndship & close relationships would definitely be put to test. I just hope the best for me.

A Search for Myself

Its 3.15 am,18 june,2010. Still feeling insomniac, no chance for sleep. There are so many things running on my mind now. I just want all the crap out of this little head. Hope at the end of this post, i can manage to get a good sleep.

Few hours ago, when u talk to ur junior best buddy(yes, that's the title given by me) , u didn't even gave a sign how restless you are from within. But somehow the person sniffs it out. Though you talk about all the shit in this world(everything apart from what u actually want to talk about) for half an hour, but when u keep the phone down, imagining nobody can ever understand what's on ur mind, suddenly a msg comes & asks u to forget about all those worries & get to sleep. Ur eyes get filled with tears. Someone can still understand the real YOU but actually wants u to explore ur own SELF first.So, it's better to pen down all the disorderly flow of thoughts to get to a SOLUTION. Ah, Wait a minute! Do u know wat the PROBLEM is??

Actually, u don't. So, keep it going.. It may be that u're gonna leave this place, ur family, ur friends, (in short, everything u were highly attached to) in a few days. It seems u would never get a chance to meet them again soon. Moving to a new city is Okay, it's actually not an issue. But The real thing is somewhere u feel as if u would never be back & even when u would get a chance to return, everything & everyone would have changed. It seems u're gonna lose ur Real Self.

Everyone in ur family wants u to stay here & don't wanna let u go. U are tired of so many excuses they are making to stop u(coz they can't state it directly. After all they have left the entire decision on u & of course, they don't want to be a hindrance in ur path of progress).And yes, they are right, there is no dearth of careers in NCR, but why Bangalore then???

Actually, somewhere junior best buddy was right. I can roam the world alone but finally i want to be back home. Okay, now i understand what my actual problem is!! Firstly, i don't want to leave this place this soon. Fine, i am ready to go out but atleast i just want gud time to spend at home with my family & friends. Secondly, I can't understand wat is it that's pulling me to such a far location like Bangalore. Yes! I mean, what has destiny planned for me? Though i am not very much interested in that job, but i still want to be at that place. Why? So, actually these were the unseen issues that were bothering me.

Finally, after pondering over it for days, I have decided to go there, all alone, on my own,& to live under never seen before skies, in a place where only 2061km away from home would seem to be an entire new world. But this would only make me stronger from within. I would develop an entirely new dimension of looking at things in a more mature & self-dependent way. And after all, I do have the option of returning back in case i don't acclimatize to the conditions there. So, I better be ready for that bold move.

Perhaps, this is what my destiny wants out of me. Watch out friends! The Renaissance is about to take place.!!

A DAY WITHOUT MY MOBILE

Can u imagine a day when u wake up & found your mom has taken your mobile with her [ Though stated as "BY MISTAKE", But the clear intentions being unknown ;) ]

It seems someone stole your most valuable asset, so you keep searching for it.. "How is it possible! May be ur naughty bro is just playing a silly prank with u, dear" - u keep consoling urself by these words. The search goes on... But it is nowhere to be seen. Yes, it is with mom. So baby, be ready for a day without ur mobile.

On the way to college, u wonder if u'll be able to reach in time. U still haven't started the assignment to be submitted today. So just hurry up! U put ur hands in pocket to know what time is it now and has the valuable missed call from ur friends (which is an encrypted signal of the lecture's beginning) arrived or not? "Oh I forgot! I don't have my phone with me."

Anyways u just manage to enter class before the teacher & start attending one of the most boring lectures of ur life. Ah! How would I pass the time? By the way, how much time is still left with the lecture!!?? Keep asking ( and of course, disturbing) ur friends for the left time. U can't even go out of the class even if the teacher comes late. How would ur friends alert u of the teacher's arrival!!

But forgot to mention the most important thing.., Apart from the sweet gud morning messages that ur friends might have sent u today, the phone had a lot of other stuff u deliberately shared with ur friends. [Thankfully,mom isn't very much comfortable with ur phone's functions. So, at least the messages are safe from her. Phew!! ]

It is around 2 pm by now. You are sitting in this torturous lecture & since u don't have ur dearest phone to pass time [ by texting your tormenting condition to your friends, who, i guess, are sailing in the same boat], you decide to pen down ur feelings. At least, it's a better task than looking at the so many blank faces around you while listening to the boring lecturer..

So, in short, I'm missing my phone too much and hope to get it back as soon as i reach home... :(

ANOTHER WORLD

Lets go out to another world
Lets go out to another world
Where life is like, I see in my dreamz
Where i have no fear, where i am free
Let me take a break, from this boring life.
Let me add some color, to this town black & white.
Oh! Let me move up, to a newer height.
I want wings to fly, to touch a newer sky.....

Lets go out to another world
Lets go out to another world
A place beyond this earth, where flowers never die.
Where blue is the grass, & green is the sky.
Where no one can stop me, from breaking the rules.
Where i can live the way, i always wished to.
Where no hatred is there,
Where i can only hear,
The melody of love,
The music of life.....

Mystery Of Life

Life is a Mystery.
The past- not yet a history.
For now, don't bother of the future.
But don't live a life that's mediocre.
You may suffer high and low tides.
Let that not affect your daily life.
What if some of your dreams did not come true?
What if today you are helpless, without any clue?
Toil hard days and nights.
Don't give up without any fight.
Troubles only make you stronger.
One day, they'll last no longer.
Laugh at those troubles, Face the circumstances.
'coz who knows? You might not get more chances.
Come! Break the shackles of destiny.
Look! For you, life is waiting.
Rise and march forward.
Oh plz! Stop being a coward.
Step ahead and find your way.
Let happen, whatever may.
Life is surely a mystery.
Solve it!!
'coz who knows?
One day, you may write a golden page in history..